God Encounter 11-13-14 Diamonds

Diamonds

I was standing at the foot of a massive mountain, I looked around and noticed I was at the foot of the mountain and behind me was a forest. I looked at the mountain and saw a large dark opening a little ways up from where I stood. I looked down at my white dress with embroidery on it and thought I might get dirty. I didn't know what the inside was like either, so I wondered how this would go since I was barefoot. I began to make my way to the entrance of cave. When I got closer I noticed the entrance was even bigger then I thought. Just before I made my way in I felt a strong breeze blow past me and I heard a whisper in the wind, it said "go." So slowly I made my way over the jagged rocks to the mouth of the cave. I noticed that the jagged rocks didn't didn't hurt my feet at all. When I got to the mouth of the cave I stood there a few moments and looked at the entrance. I could see that it was so dark I couldn't see very far into the cave. I felt a strong wind blow out of the cave and swirl around me. then it blew right past me. I stepped forward into the dark cave. when I got in a little ways I could no longer see. I reached around me trying to find a wall in the complete darkness that now surrounded me. When I could not find the walls I knelt down on one knee and touched my hand to the ground. I gently spoke to the Spirit and said "I know you are with me...please help me find the way, light my path." I looked up into the darkness and I saw flames appear on the wall a few feet in front of me. The flame was on a torch that was mounted to the wall.  I saw the Spirit standing next to the torch, when he touched the unlit one in his hand to the lit torch on the wall I saw torches as far as I could see lit up on the wall. I stood up and the Spirit began to walk towards me and he disappeared. I noticed in the fain light I was now covered from head to toe in dirt. I wasn't sure how it happened but it looked like I had rolled on the dirt floor. I began to walk forward farther into the cave. I walked for a long long time going through twists and turns. I then saw a small entrance off to my left. I walked over to it and squeezed through the doorway into this small room. When I got into the room I saw a huge pile of coal. My best guess is it was 30 feet wide and just as tall. I walked over to the coal and picked up a few pieces and looked at them. As I held them I became extremely sad. I thought "this is what I feel like." I tossed the coal back into the pile and I climbed onto the pile and sat there a while. I felt sad and dirty, like I was worth nothing. I laid down on the coal and began to cry. My chest began to glow and I heard "I AM" call out to me. I didn't turn to look at him. He then walked over to the pile and made his way to me. When he got to the top he sat down next to me. He placed his hand on my head and said "you really don't know your worth do you?" I turned and sat up. My face covered in dirt you could see the tear stains on my cheeks. I picked up a piece of  coal and looked at it, I sighed and tossed it back into the pile. I noticed too a piece of my dress tore off and I dropped it onto the pile of coal. "I AM" reached out and picked up the piece of my dress I dropped. He took the piece of my dress and placed it in his pocket, then he pulled out a clean white cloth and said "Child...watch this" I AM wiped the coal with the cloth and then wrapped it around the coal, he then placed it in my hand and told me to unwrap it. The cloth had turned into a diamond. He said "child,  you might see yourself as worthless and dirty, but I see much more then that....I see your true worth. You child are worth more then precious stones....more then you will ever understand. Give yourself time to learn these things." He took the cloth from my hand, he then held out his other hand and in his palm appeared a small amount of water. He took the cloth and soaked up all the water. He turned towards me and began to wipe the dirt off my face. He smiled and said "You are beautiful, perfect, and loved....don't forget that. Things may seem dark and confusing right now but trust me that they will get better. I have a plan....so don't give up." He kissed my  forehead and every piece of coal in the pile turned into diamonds. I AM looked at me smiled with such love and said "soon you will see what I see...you will

Gift 11-11-14

Gift 

I am standing outside a shop looking in the window. I am wearing a heavy winter dress that is made of a soft velvet type material. I have a long red cloak on with the hood over my head. There is snow on the ground around me but not around my feet. There is a circle of green grass around my feet which are bare. In the window I see a Christmas tree with lights and decorations. I see a big long table with food and candles. I watch as people enter the room and begin to welcome one another and begin to sit at the table. I look down at my feet and turn to my right. I began to walk away from the window, as I walked the snow began to disappear all around me. Green spring like grass began to spring up all around me. As I walked away  the wind picked up and it began to snow again, and this time the wind began to blow hard. I pulled the hood of my cloak over my face as I walked. It got so windy and hard that it was hard to see, but I kept walking. I looked up for just a moment and I saw a flickering light, it looked like a small flame from a candle. I stopped and tried to focus on it in the flying snow. I looked behind me but my tracks and the green grass where covered in snow. I sighed and just watched the flame for a moment. I felt distant and reluctant to move towards the flame. I then saw the Spirit walk out of the flame towards me in the blowing snow. His eyes where like a clear/whitish fire. His hair whiter then the snow. His white robe blew in the wind and his hood covered his head. He came up to me and asked "what are you doing out here child?" I looked back towards where I could only guess was where the building had been, then back at my feet. He put his hand on my shoulder and said "you will soon learn to leave those feelings behind, for they are not true." I looked down at the ground, but He lifted my head and kissed my forehead. I felt warmth and comfort flow through my body. He looked me in the eyes and said "your dream is a reality...it just might not look the way you want it to."  He took my hand and said "come let me show you." We walked towards the flickering light. I began to feel the warmth from the small glow as we got closer. We stopped in front of the flame which even standing in front of it was hard to see with all the blowing snow. It was a small decorated candle on a white pedestal. I reached out to touch the flame and the next thing I saw was a table I had seen before in heaven. It was a long long table. Only this time the people at the table I knew. They where all laughing and talking. Sharing food and drink together. The Spirit and I walked this long table to the far end. At the head of the table sat "I Am", Jesus at his side on the left. I noticed the empty chair next to "I AM" that was always waiting for me. "I AM" motioned for me to come and sit by him. The Spirit pulled out my chair and I sat down. I took the hood off my head and watched as those closest to me laugh and talk with Jesus and each other. "I AM" touch my hand and he said "I know what you have been thinking, and I feel every thing you do." He had a folded blanket next to him on the table and he pushed it over to me and he said "family is more then what you understand, you understand the physical form. But I tell you child, all of you where paid for by the same blood...you all came under the same inclusion and adoption." He gestured to those at the table and said "this is your family...the one thing you have longed for, searched for....ached for. Just because you where not "born physically" into this family doesn't mean they are not your family. You...all of them, they are my kiddos" he smiled when he said kiddos. He stood and took the corners of the folded blanket and held it up. It was a woven tapestry it was of a tree and each leaf had a name on it. I stood and walked over to the tapestry and touched it. I looked at every detail and I covered my mouth and began to cry. My name was on a leaf in the middle and it was surrounded by all the names of my friends. At the base of the tree was a stream. "I AM" folded the tapestry and gave it to me. He said "the family I have brought you into is more then what you understand. These are your brothers and sisters, fathers and mothers....you don't have to keep searching child, you already have it. You are loved way more then you know. Even by those who you have not seen face to face. You have been woven into a tapestry that cannot be undone. And each person plays a part in supporting, lifting up and loving the other." He reached out and pulled me close, he wrapped his arms around me and held me tight and said "you are not alone....I would never let that happen." He kissed my forehead and held me tighter. 

Like a Star 10-16-14 During a car ride....

God Encounter 10-16-14 During a car ride....

Stepped out onto the patio of the garden,just outside the new temple. I saw "I AM" standing at the end of the patio by the wall that was waist high. He was looking out over the garden. The sun was beginning to set behind the mountains. I walked up to him. (I am about 10 yrs old in this) I touched "I AM's" hand and looked up at him. He put his arm around me and pulled me close. We stood and watched the sun set. I saw stars begin to appear in the sky above the colors as they faded. "I AM" reached down and picked me up. He pointed at the stars and said "look at how each one lights the sky." I looked all around the night sky. While i was looking I saw a shooting star, I pointed with excitement and asked "Papa did you see that?" he chuckled and said "Yes." He looked at me and asked "Did you see how it shined above the rest?" I smiled and said "Yes." He said "you are like that star. You child stand out among many. You draw attention to yourself because of the light and love you carry. you child (he touched his finger to my nose) you are carrying something the world around you needs." He put me down and said "come with me." We walked together back to the doorway leading to the new temple. When we walked through the doorway it lead into the first room of the castle. I looked around the room and I saw the massive stairs that lead to the long hall way full of doors. one stair case on my left and the other on my right. I stopped with him in the middle and looked all around me. I tried to take in all I could about this room. I felt different when I came here. I felt different then the old temple and new part of the temple. "I AM" knelt down and asked " what are you thinking child? know you don't have to be afraid to ask." I looked at him and "can I ask where we are? I guess I am afraid by asking it will all go away." He pulled me close and kissed my nose. He looked into my eyes and said gently "This is just a small glimpse into heaven. There is so much more then this. And no...it will not go away Just because you asked what seemed like a "hard" question. Child curiosity fuels the child-like faith in you. You know that need to ask questions and test all the boundaries? I put that sense of wonder in you" I put my hands on his shoulders and looked towards the light of the room in front of us and asked "can we?" He stood up and took my hand and said "of course we can." We began walking into the light. "I AM" said to me "stay close child." We walked into the light and I covered my eyes. When we came to the other side I uncovered my eyes, we were standing on a cliff. I looked down below us, I saw massive water falls everywhere flowing out onto lush green lands. In front of me I saw a chunk of land floating with a cloud wrapped around it. On the land I saw a beautiful yellow glowing temple, I could feel the heavy presence flowing from it. I looked at "I AM" and asked "Can we go there?" he nodded yes. I looked at the glowing temple and asked "but how?" He looked down at me and said "don't worry, I got this." He closed his eyes and I felt a breeze blow around us. I looked at "I AM" then back to the temple. I saw someone on a cloud floating towards us. As the cloud got closer I saw it was Jesus. when the cloud was in front of us Jesus put out his hand and bent at the waist and said "Why hello princess, take my hand and come with me." I smiled and reached out and took his hand. he helped me onto the cloud. I looked back to see if "I AM" was coming but he was gone. The cloud began to move quickly and when it did I lost my balance, but Jesus caught me before I fell. When we reached the glowing temple I heard a gentle humming in the air. I looked up and saw two columns one on each side of this yellow golden door. We walked up to the door and on it was written in hebrew "Ehyeh Asher Ehyeh" (I am that I am). The letters where carved into the door. The letters I noticed where warm to the touch. Jesus reached out and touched his hand to the door, when he did the letters slowly turned red and the door opened. We stepped inside the temple holding hands. In front of us a ways was two pillars one on each side and in the middle was a throne with 3 steps leading up to it. There was a brilliant white light coming from the throne and it was lighting the room. I saw a rainbow wrapped around the throne in a circle. Jesus and I walked in a little more. I let go of his hand and moved forward. As I walked the presence of God overpowered me and I fell to my knees with my hands on the floor. I noticed the white light slowly surrounding me and with each breath I breathed the white light flowed in and out. I began to feel so much love that I didn't have the strength to move forward. I looked up and I saw the out line of "I AM's" feet and the bottom of his robe. I could also see the outline of his hands, but the rest of him was all light. I then felt a hand on my shoulder and Jesus knelt down to meet my eyes. He said "come child, take my hand and I will take you to our father." I could barely reach out and take his hand. when I took his hand I had the strength to stand. I still saw the light flowing in and out of my nose and mouth as I breathed. Jesus held my hand and we walked to the bottom of the stairs. "I AM" spoke and as he did the light moved and pulsed with his every word. He said "child beautiful child, look how far you have come."I could still only see the outlines his face and chest where all light. The light consumed every feeling except his love. I fell to my knees, not out of fear or shame but because this love was overwhelming. "I AM" walked down to the last step and touched my head with his hand and said "Remember this feeling, remember and share it with the world around you." the light surrounded me till everything faded into it.

On the ark 10-13-14

Encounter with God 10-13-14

Encounter with God
10-13-14

This encounter I had during worship at The school of transformation tonight.

In this encounter I am about ten yrs old. wearing the white sun dress I have worn in other encounters. I was standing at the doorway that leads from the new temple (where I was) to the old temple where I first encountered "I AM". I touched the massive door with my finger tips and it opened. I walked into the old temple and I looked to my right and saw the Guardian type angel standing there. These are not small angels they stand 15-20 feet high.The angel smiled and lowered himself to one knee. He covered almost all of himself with both sets of his wings, so all I could see was his face. He said "Welcome child of light, daughter of the king." I smiled and said "thank you, but you don't have to do that for me." He studied my face for a moment, his eye's so blue and clear like glass. His eyes where full of life and they pierced my very being. He pulled back his wing a bit and said "it's not a matter of have to...I want to." he smiled at me then covered his face. I looked at the angel and all i could see now was his wings. I whispered "Thank you." he pulled back his wing so all I could see was his eyes and he said "You bear the image of your father. Child of light, do you not understand? You bear his image, his light...you bear the word. It is out of Love and respect that I do this." I walked over and touched his wing and asked "Then will you walk with me?" The angel stood and said "I will, but I can only go so far." so we walked the long platform the Ark of God sat on. when we got close to the ark, maybe 20 feet away the angel knelt down swiftly. He spread his wings all the way out and lowered his head. I asked " can you not come with me?" He said to me while looking down and said "This child of light is sacred and holy ground. I don't have the strength to enter into his presence." I turned and saw the ark. the top was glowing and burning with a extremely bright white light. I slowly walked forward and I stood before the ark. I heard "I AM"speak but I did not see him. He said "come...come and sit with me." I looked at the ark and I climbed on top of it. I sat with my legs crossed and placed my hands on my knees. the white light that was like a flame burned and the flames shot up and began to wrap around me like a tornado. I closed my eyes and the power of God swept over me. It was so intense that I began to shake. I placed my hands on the top of the ark and a ring like ripple went out from the ark. I looked up and saw those in the temple fall face to the floor.

Open your petals 10-9-14

God Encounter 10-9-14

In this encounter I am about 11 years old. I am wearing a dark purple dress with a white ribbon sash, and as always I am barefoot. I am in the new temple standing before the doorway that leads down the path that looks like glass but it's not. I study the landscape before me and I see the the wall where the city is. I sat down in the doorway, I felt deep sadness inside. The Spirit appeared behind me, I looked up at him then back to the landscape. He sat down next to me and put his hand on my shoulder. I looked down at the path and a tear rolled down my cheek. The Spirit put his arm around me and pulled me close. He took his left hand and turned my head gently to look at him. He said "Sweet....sweet child I heard every word. I see how wounded you are by them." I wiped the tear from my face and said "I'm fine...really I'm fine." He stood up reached out his hand and said "But you're not. come with me, I will take you to the father." I closed my eye's and said "I can't." and I began to sob. The Spirit whispered something and a breeze wrapped around me. I then saw everything around me fade into light, even The Spirit.  I stood up and began to walk forward. All I saw around me was light. I heard my name from behind and I turned to see "I AM" he had a gentle smile on his face. I looked down at the ground and closed my eye's. I fought back the tears but they began to roll down my face. He came up behind me and put his hands on my shoulders, he leaned in and whispered "What are you believing child?" I covered my face with my hands and just wept. He wrapped his arms around me and began to sing a song to me. He sang "Beautiful child, one I hold dear. Close to my heart I hold you, you never have to fear. As the world and all it has comes and fades away, my love for you will never change. be still sweet child, be still, though it feels like darkness I am still here." He sang it over and over as he just held me. after a while he stepped in front of me and I looked up at him. He said "You....you are not an orphan. I have never given up on you. I would never send you away or say you are too much trouble for me." He got tears in his eyes and said "BeLoved....that's what you are. The world and all it's distractions could never pull my eyes off of you." He embraced my face and said in a whisper "I have pulled you from darkness and surrounded you with those who would show you light....show you your worth. I put you in a beautiful garden of people who will help you grow and feel loved....so you could learn that I am love." he took my hands and said "understand child there are those who never experience real love. They will spend their lives searching for it....searching for it in things that will leave them feeling empty time and time again. then they take all that hurt and that loveless void and destroy others with it. Pray for them, forgive them and move on. You are like a flower who is waiting to bloom....open your petals and discover the sun. Discover all the flowers that are around you and learn to dance with them in the wind." He smiled and said "There are so many wonderful things yet to come. Leave the darkness behind you. Child you are a different person now....you have discovered love, real love lasting love........you have found me." He pulled me in and wrapped his arms around me. I buried my face into his chest and held on tight. he kissed my head and said "and so begins a new you."

Encounter with God 10-3-14 prophetic

Encounter with God 10-3-14

I had an encounter with God where I was in a large room. In the front of the room stood 3 men dressed as Muslims. the room was full of what seemed to be normal people. The 3 men had guns and began to shout bow and worship Allah. Most listened the first time, some hesitated and looked around then slowly bowed down. I was watching all this laying on my stomach on a ledge above everyone in the room. When the last person knelt I stood up. The man in the front middle yelled "What did we tell you!! kneel!" I stuck my hands in my pockets and looked at him for a moment. He yelled it again "Kneel! Kneel or die!" I looked at him and calmly said "No" He began to yell at me in his language and then said "I will tell you one last time to Kneel!" I stepped down the first step in front of me I stopped and looked at the 3 men and said "I will not kneel, I bow to no one but My God. Know I am not afraid of you, you....can not harm me."The men got mad and aimed their guns at me and shouted "You will die for this!" as they raised their guns to shoot I just stood there, nothing happened. I slowly walked down the steps and walked over in front of them. I looked at the man and said "You can not harm me..." I turned and walked to the door. the door opened on it's own and I heard shots ring out around me, but I continued to walk at the same pace to the door. I stopped in the doorway, the shooting had stopped. I turned around and saw a Guardian angel standing between us. I looked at the doorway and saw a bullet hole in the wood. I ran my finger over it and looked up towards the front of the room where the men stood in shock. The angel walked over and stood beside me. I turned and walked out the door unharmed by the bullets that flew by me.

On a cloud 09-2014

God Encounter 2014

On a cloud 

In this encounter I am about 7yrs old. I was standing in the new part of the temple, before the three thrones. I looked to my right and saw the doorway leading to where the castle is. I walked over to the doorway. I noticed when I got to the doorway the wooden door was gone. I put my hand on the doorway and rubbed the wood where the door had been. I looked out over the landscape that was before me. I saw the path that lead up to the massive city surrounded by a extremely tall white wall. The path was clear like glass but it was not glass. I stepped onto the path, this time I was confidant and not scared. I began to walk the path alone to the gate. I saw two massive guardian angels standing at the gate, one on each side. They had a spear like weapon in their hand opposite of the gate. The angels also had two sets of wings. They had them stretched out covering the entry into the massive city. I stopped and looked at the angel on my left, he smiled at me and he looked at the other angel. They then got down on one knee and pulled their wings over themselves. The top wings covered the top half of their body and the lower wings covered the bottom half. I walked up to the angel on my left and I touched his wing. He pulled it back enough to look at me. His eye's where like blue ice and they pierced my soul. I asked him "Why are you doing this?" I could see the angel grin behind the wing and he said "Do you not understand? Child of light, you are the mirrored image of the father. All his love, glory and light surround you. We bow because you are royalty." I ran my finger over one of the large feathers on his wing and said "I don't feel worthy of your actions." The angel pulled his wings back enough so I could see his face and he said with a smile "What you feel doesn't change what we see....what we know as truth. We honor the father...and so we honor you, his Beloved." I smiled at the angel and he looked at me and said "Go....He waits for you." then the angel covered his face. I walked through the gate and when I got to the other side I turned and saw the two angels stand up and spread their wings across the doorway. I thought to myself "I am protected here, I am...safe." I turned and continued up the path past the white buildings to the bridge that leads to the castle. I stopped at the bridge and looked up at this castle that was too big and to mighty to really describe. From the front it seemed almost endless.I stepped on to the bridge and the brown wood slowly turned red. I am barefoot and I could feel the rough wood under my feet. When I got to the other side I walked up to the castle doorway. The doors on the castle where gone and the archway to the door was a brilliant blue. I walked into the castle and stood in this first room. To my left and right where stairs leading up to another floor. in front of me was a room covered in white light. The light was so bright I could not get close to the doorway to see in. I stood there a moment then I saw a figure in the light moving towards me. as the figure came out of the light I saw it was I AM. I run up to him and he picked me up and gave me a big hug. He put me down and knelt down to meet my eye's. He smiled at me and said "I am so happy to see you my child! Turn and let me look at you!" I spun around in a circle and stopped and we both laughed. He embraced my face and said "You are more beautiful then the last time I saw you!", he kissed my head and stood up. I AM took my hand and said "Come with me." We walked into the light I covered my eyes with my other hand because the light was too bright. I AM lead me through the light and then he stopped. I took my hand off my eye's and saw we where standing on a cloud. Below us I saw a cliff, like the top of the highest mountain. I looked down over the land and I saw streams, lakes, mountains, flowers, tree's and so much more. I stepped to the edge of the cloud and knelt down to see more. After a few moments I sat down and just let all the beauty sink in. I began to feel a breeze blowing on my face and my hair moved gently with it. I AM sat down next to me and said "Child....this is only the beginning. These things I show you there is no limit." I looked down at the cloud and then at I AM and said "I have seen so many things, so much beauty, life...I have even seen love. I am almost afraid to ask where we are because I don't want it to fade away." He reached out and pulled me onto his lap. I sank back into him and he said "This is just a small piece of heaven child, there is still so much to see....so much it would take an eternity to show you." He kissed my head and rested his head on mine and held me tight. I sighed and turned to look at him and asked "Why show me? I know people who are greater then I am..people who do amazing things. People who know your word back to front. Why me...of all the people who qualify..why pick me?" He looked down at me and tucked my hair behind my ear and said "What makes you think you have to qualify? Is there a contest I don't know about?" he chuckled and said "Child....I show you because I want to....because you are willing and want to see." He placed his hand over my heart and said "Your heart....is beautiful child." He pulled his hand back and on my light colored pink dress there was an image of a white daisy. I looked down at it then at him knowing what it meant and I began to cry. He wiped away a tear on my cheek and said with passion "You are pure....you are clean....child believe you are innocent. You are white as snow. I am not angry....nor have I ever been angry. I have perused you with much passion and love, because whether you believe it or not....I don't want to lose you. I love you too much to let you go." The tears where streaming down my face and I got up from his lap and fell on my knees "Thank you" I said in a whisper, then I wrapped my arms around his neck and buried my face in his neck. He wrapped his arms around me and just held me as I cried. When I was finished I looked at him, I studied his blue ice colored eyes and said holding back tears in a whisper "I love you Papa" he hugged me again. Then the cloud we where sitting on wrapped around us. We stood up and he said "come" I took his hand and we walked back into the light.

Your story 2014

God Encounter

9-19-14

I am standing before a massive tree. I look up and I see the leaves are so vibrant and green. I see the fruit is yellow and glowing. I look around and I see the rolling hills and fields of tall grass and daisies. There are no other trees anywhere. I turn and sit at the base of the tree. Under the tree is shade and a cool breeze. I notice a black book beside me and I pick it up. When I picked up the book water began to flow from the spot out. I looked at the book it had writing on the front but I could not read it. I opened the book and found the pages where blank. I then heard my name and I turned to see "I AM" he came around the side of the tree and sat next to me. He asked "What do you have child?" I closed the book and looked it over and I said "It's an empty notebook" I looked at him and he reached out for the book. I handed the book to him. He set the book in his lap and looked down at it and smiled. He opened the book and ran his hand over the page. When he did words appeared on the page and he said "This is your story, your life...." He handed the book back to me and said "you gave the power to someone else to write your story. You gave your passions away and let your flame fade." He smiled and paused a moment, I could tell he was fighting tears. He touched my face and said "Now you have taken that power back." I looked down at the book and a small flame appeared on the front. It was etched into the black leather cover just under the letters I couldn't read. "I AM" reached over and touched the book with his hand and the words I couldn't read changed. It said "Your Story." I opened the book and on the first page was written "With each step I am with you, guiding you and going before you." I turned the page and it was blank. I closed the book and I asked "Papa, I am afraid....and uncertain where to go and what to do." He put his arm around my shoulder and pulled me into his lap. He put his hands over mine and we opened the book together. Then he said "That's why we will write this new story together." I leaned back into him and closed my eyes. I took in the feelings, the warmth and the smell of my Abba. He closed the book and wrapped his arms around me and leaned back against the tree.