Friday, July 1, 2016

Ehyeh Asher Ehyeh 12-4-2013

Ehyeh Asher Ehyeh 

I was 7 in this encounter and I was wearing a white short sleeved dress. I wiggled my bare feet as I stood just outside the door to the massive temple, but I was not alone, the angels where out there with me. I looked around and felt a bit confused to be outside, especially out front of the temple. I saw all the people in blue robes with their arms raised singing and praising. I slowly walked over to the edge of the top step with my toes just over the edge. I griped the top step with the edge of my toes and looked down at my feet. I looked out at the dirt road I walked with Jesus up to the massive temple for the first time. It wasn't brown dirt it was white.The song that this mass of people sang was like a wave going out but not coming back. It's like it continued to ring out past all time. They each sang their own song but it sounded like one. I turned and looked at this huge door. I saw in the middle where words written in another language. I saw it on the low part of the door just above my head. It was in the middle and on both doors. I don't know what the door was made of, some kind of metal that changed in appearance from a golden brown to a bronze. I reached out and put my hands on the carving, I was expecting the door to open, but it did nothing. I remembered how I AM and Jesus had done it but it wouldn't work for me. I closed my eye's and began to cry, I just wanted to go back inside, but I had no idea how to do it. Running my fingers on the letters on both doors. One of the angels that has stuck close to my side knelt down. He asked "Do you know what's different about them?" I said softly, "No." I ran my finger a crossed the writing and looked at the angel,  "what does it say?" The angel ran his fingers over the writing as he read it "Ehyeh Asher Ehyeh" I looked at him and asked "what does it mean?" The angel stood and took my hand and said "Child, It means I AM that I AM." After he said that I heard a loud trumpet sound. It was loud, and the ground began to shake.  It shook the ground so bad I almost fell down. The only reason I didn't fall was because of the angel standing with me held me up. Then I saw the words on the door fill with red blood and the doors then opened. As I was walking in I noticed a third angel outside did not follow. The angels stopped to talk after the doors closed. I had no idea what they where saying, It didn't matter anyway, I was excited to be inside. So while they were talking I slipped past them, I made it about a foot from the edge of the rug. I stood there looking forward, I saw the ark white the white light above it. It was the only light in the room and lit up most of the room. I slowly made my to the edge of the rug. I stood with just the tips of my toes over the edge of the maroon rug, I looked down and wiggling my toes. I smiled, I liked the feel of the rug much better then the stone step outside. When I did I noticed my dress was dirty and torn. There was dirt all over my body.  I took a deep breath and sighed. I stepped back from the rug and sat down.  I was distraught at how dirty and broken I was. I thought, "I can't go to I AM like this."  I pulled my knees to my chest and cried. I whispered with a heavy heart "My own parents want nothing to do with me so why would He?" Just then my chest began to glow, a soft white light at first then brighter and brighter. I sat there and tried to brush off all the dirt I could, and when I looked up I saw I AM standing in front of me. He sat down on the floor next to me, so close we were touching. I said to him "I am a worthless mess. How can you love me? No one will ever love me, not with this past." I turned and rested my head on my knees facing the away from him. I AM  cleared his throat. "What past?" I looked at him funny, don't you remember all the horrible things?" "Child, I have walked with you the whole way. But your future is greater, bigger and better then your past. You can't change it, so why worry about it? I am not worried." With my knees still pulled to my chest, I laid my head on the top of them looking at I AM. I thought for a moment and asked "When you look at me don't you see it all?" He smiled and nudged me "See all of what?" I saw a soft glow coming off of my whole body. I looked at my arms and legs with disbelief. My dress was clean and looked new. I looked at him and tears fell from my eye, not out of sorrow, but out of gratefulness. He leaned over and put his forehead to mine and whispered "All I see...is you."