Monday, November 16, 2015

More then enough

More then enough

God Encounter 2015


In this encounter I am about 7yrs old and I am wearing a white sundress. I am barefoot and can feel the texture and coolness of the wooden floor under my feet. In front of me was a door, it was green but the painting on it looked old and distressed. The doorknob looked old as well, and was brown from age. I reached out to touch the doorknob and I noticed before my fingers touched it a red line began to appear.  It started at the key hole and slowly moved across the door to the other side. I heard a click, like it had been unlocked. I placed my hand I the doorknob and turned it. I pulled the door open and stepped inside the room. When I stepped in I found myself standing on a dark maroon rug with gold sides. The rug was as long as the room and was, which seemed to have no end, and so wide I could hardly see the walls in the distance.

This room was full of all kinds of things, like toys, furniture, clothes, jewelry, food, so on. There was no order to it at all. It was stacked in tall piles several stories high. It started from the wall by the door and ran the length of the room. I stood up on my tiptoes and then back down as I looked at all the stuff. Staying on the rug I walked a a few feet forward. I was confused about why the room was like this. Then I noticed a few feet in front of me on the rug a white piece of paper. I ran over to it and picked it up and it said "All this is yours, take what you need and want." I looked up from the paper then around the room. It was way more then I could ever want. I walked to the edges of the rug. Standing on my tip toes and looking at the piles and piles of stuff. But even though there where things I really liked I didn't step off the rug to take any of it. I looked at the paper and turned to walk back to the middle of the rug. The whole time looking at what the note said. When I looked up I saw I AM. He was wearing a white shirt, blue jeans, and was also barefoot. His jeans were cuffed up so you could see his feet. He smiled at me and I ran to him. He picked me up and gave me a huge hug and kissed me face and head several times. While holding me he asked "What have you got there child?" I looked at the note then at him and said "It's a note saying all these things are for me." I looked into his eyes. They where like light blue glass, it was like you could see forever in them. I asked him "Who is this from?" He smiled and said "It's all from me." I looked out at this massive room full of stuff and I AM asked me "Did you take anything?" I looked down at the note and then back at him. "No, no I didn't papa."  Tucking a piece of hair behind my ear he asked "Why not child?"  I looked down at the paper and began to fidget with it. I AM kissed my face and said "You are more then worthy of the things I give to you. I have made provision for you wherever you are and whatever you do." I looked at his eyes and I said "I know, I know you do. I get scared you won't sometimes but I know you will, you always have." He smiled and asked "But?" I looked at the paper and held it out to him and said "Without you it is all empty. If I have to trade you for any of it, papa I don't want it." He knelt down and placed me on the ground. He took the paper and laid it on the ground in front of my feet. Then He embraced my face and with so much love in his eyes he said "I...Love...your...heart." He kissed my forehead, he took both my hands and said to me "I give these things to you because I love you. I want to provide for you. To adorn and lavish you with all that I am. The blessings are not a trade off, but one of many expressions of my love. Child, don't fear about what comes and goes. Keep your eyes and heart on me and know that, I, your father," have it all worked out, taken care of, and established everything for the right time." I looked down at the paper and I bent down and picked it up. I held it to my chest and tears began to stream down my face. I looked at him and said "Though I don't understand why you would do this....thank you." With the paper still held to my chest "I AM" placed his hand over mine and said "Child YOU are worthy. You are worth the price I paid for you. You ARE worthy." He picked me back up and kissed my cheek. Then he walked down the rug away from the door I wrapped my arms around his neck and rested my head against him...still holding the paper in my hand. A bright light surrounded us and it all faded away.