Saturday, September 30, 2017

Snowflake 2015

Snowflake 2015


In this encounter I am about 7 yrs old. I am wearing a white dress with long sleeves. It was a thick, heavy dress that went down to just above my feet. The dress has beautiful embroidery on the bottom edge and the ends of the sleeves.  I am standing in the doorway to the garden in the new temple. As I looked out over the garden I saw a light layer of snow on the ground. I stepped out onto the patio and I look down at my bare feet. The first thing I realized was the snow wasn't cold on my feet. I looked up and I saw on large snowflake falling from the sky. I put out my hand and the snowflake landed in the middle of my hand, but it didn't melt. I studied the snowflake for a few moments, then I felt his presence. I turned to see I AM, I smiled then looked down at the snowflake still in awe it had not melted. I AM asked, "What have you got there child?" I turned around and walked over to him. He was wearing a thicker white robe it had a V-shaped neck line. It was a magnificent robe. I showed him the snowflake and he knelt down to look at it with me. He said "This one snowflake I know quite well." I looked at him and said "you do?" he chuckled , "Yes I do. I know every line, every curve, nothing about it escapes my notice, and this snowflake is unique in every way." He pointed to the snow and said "I know everyone of them, every line, every curve...every story. Each is unique in every way." I asked "Papa, how do you know?"  He touched my face and said " I know because each one is important to me. Each one sings a different song....and only that one can sing it's song. There will never be another like it." I looked at him and said "but they are just snow flakes." He smiled and said "but they are MY snowflakes" He stood up and said "Come with me Child...I have something to show you.' We walked back into the new temple, down the hallway past the 3 thrones to the doorway that leads into heaven. I saw the clear path that looks like glass but is not. We walked hand in hand down the path to the city behind the great white wall. We crossed the bridge that was red and into the castle. When we got to the door of the castle he motioned for me to step through first and he followed me stoping just inside the doorway. I saw the mighty stairs on both my right and left leading to the second floor. I saw the bright white light coming from the room in front of us. The light was so bright it was hard to look at. I AM looked at me and smiled, then he took my hand and we walked into the light. I had to cover my eyes with my arm because it was so bright. The light faded behind us and we were in the massive room where the long table sat. It was filled full of people laughing and talking. Some where singing others eating. The table was full of food of all kinds, some I did not recognize. We walked to the other end of this room and I saw Jesus sitting at the head of the table laughing with people. I saw the empty chair by his side and I looked up at I AM, and asked "is why is there no one in that chair?" he looked down at me, smiled said softly "That seat is for you, There will always be a chair here for you." Jesus looked over at us and he stood he raised his glass and everyone became quiet, they all then raised their glasses and Jesus said "bring on the laughter and bring on the joy!" I heard a man half way down the table from Jesus stand and yell  "and bring on the new wine! Let us remember! Bring on the bread of life! Let us remember His sacrifice! Let us drink from the springs of life!"  A women then stood and shouted with excitement "let us be full of life and your unending love!" A child then stood yelled, " Yes, yes! What are we waiting for? Let us dance and celebrate!" The child jumped off the bench and grabbed the hand of the girl sitting next to him and they began dancing. Everyone stood and left the table and began to dance around the room. Some still holding their glasses and some food. They where laughing and having a great time. Music full of life began to fill the room. Jesus began to laugh and clap his hands at the sight of what they where doing. I looked up at I AM and asked "Papa, where is the music coming from?" He looked at me with love and knelt down to meet my eyes. He put his finger to my chest and said "Each one I know, every line, every curve...every story. Each one is unique in every way and each one has their own song to sing. The song is unique and only that one person can sing it. When they come together they make a song that reaches beyond the heavens. The song is beautiful and full of life, each one contributes to this song, and I hear each one and I hear them all together as one." He stood up  and said "Go child, dance and sing....be free." Jesus looked over at me and shouted over the song "Come, come and join us!" I looked up at I AM and he whispered "Go!" SO I ran to the group and I began to dance and twirl. I then began to hear my song. I stopped and looked up, I saw The Spirit dancing in the middle around him was a bright white light. He touched those close by and the light spread and they all started laughing. The Spirit made his way over to me and said "You stopped....come and dance with me!" we danced, laughed and the sound of so many different songs sounded like one perfect song. They danced and sang and it didn't seem like anyone grew tired or winded from singing. It was an amazing sight to see. 


Thursday, September 28, 2017

Voices 2015

Voices

Aug 31 2015


I stood at the end of a grand hall lined with massive columns on both sides all the way down to a door at the other end. I was wearing a light pink dress with arms that flared out at the ends by my hands. It had some small details to the dress. The sides of my hair pulled back and a crown of white daisies and baby's breath sat on my head. I had a stand of hair down by my face in a loose curl.  I was maybe 13 yrs old in this encounter. I was barefoot and I could feel the soft texture of the maroon rug that ran from beneath my feet to the door.  The columns where spaced about 10 feet apart and as big around as a small car. The room glowed a soft yellow. I slowly made my way to the door before me. I looked at the columns as I walked. When I got to the door I saw it was a wooden castle door. It did not have a handle on it. I reached out to touch the door, but before my fingers reached it the door opened. I stepped into a dark room the door closed behind me. I couldn't see anything in this room. I became a bit scared and I began to call out into the darkness, but there was no answer. I then began to hear a mass of voices all around me. They where jumbled and made no sense. I covered my ears calling out into the darkness. I took my hands off my ears and tried to listen to what the voices where saying, I just couldn't make it out. I then saw a small glow out a ways before me. As my eye's adjusted to the soft glow I saw I AM standing there. I could see his lips moving but I couldn't hear what he was saying. The voices in the room became louder and I tried to listen hard to what he was saying. So I went to move forward but then I couldn't see I AM. I stepped back into the place I was and I began to cry, I had no idea what to do. As I stood there in that spot I could see him, but each time I moved I could not see him, I dropped to my knees and wept because I was afraid. I AM" smile and slowly walk over to and he bent down and placed his hand on my shoulder. I lunged forward and hugged him hard. He held me a moment and then we stood up together. He began to speak in a whisper, I still could barley hear him over the other voices even though he was right in front of me.  I AM pulled me in closer, so there was no space between us He smiled with such love and whispered, "all those voices out there...they are confusing you, focus on my voice and all the others will fade." As I listened to him talk the room became quiet. He said "don't get so easily distracted child." He embraced my face and he whispered "child, will you allow me to lead?" I looked into his eyes and said "I will." He said then let us dance together. I looked at him confused and asked "dance? We are in a dark room." He said "do you trust me?" I paused a moment and looked into his eye's, "yes, yes I trust you." Step up on my feet child, and together we will dance. Knowing I was 13 and not a small child I was uncertain, But I trusted him and with my bare feet I stepped up onto his bare feet. As we began to dance tea lights begin to light all over the place. In the dark room they looked like stars, that went out as far as I could see with such a perfect, dancing, glow. He danced a while with me on his feet we both were laughing. I began to see angles standing amongst the lights standing there watching and guarding. I was not afraid anymore, I felt safe and with out any cares. I AM stopped and said to me "child there are many voices out there...but there is only one that speaks truth. Those that speak truth are clear and without confusion, without demand. Even when those voices become clouded always listen for my voice and no one can lead you astray." I looked down and I AM asked "what troubles you child?" I looked at him and said "I am not sure what that is." He smiled really big and said "but you do" I saw Jesus walk up behind him. When I saw Jesus I stepped down off of I AM's feet. I AM said "you know him well." He kissed my head and turned towards Jesus. He embraced his son and they locked eyes and smiled at each other a moment.  Then I AM" disappeared in the candle light. Jesus stepped forward and asked "why so many questions? Why have you been so distraught?" I said "I am afraid" Jesus embraced my face and said "I know, I know you are. But remember I am the one safe place you can turn to when things bring fear. There is no fear here....there never will be." Tears began to slowly fall from my eye's even though I tried to hold them back. I wrapped my arms around him and buried my face in his chest. He just let me cry. He then picked me up and the Angels lowered to the ground with their wings spread out. Jesus turned and followed the path I AM took leaving the room. As he walked the Angels behind him blew out the candles till everything was gone. 

Tuesday, September 5, 2017

New life 2015

New life 2015


I am standing in the doorway to the garden. I am 12yrs old in this encounter and wearing a white embroidered dress. I lean against the doorway and for a moment take in the beauty thats before me. I stood up straight and stepped out onto the patio I notice the texture of the stone beneath my bare feet. I walked to the other end of the patio and stood behind the 4ft wall. I leaned on it and looked around.  I noticed by the apple tree a little ways out that I AM was picking apples from the tree. So I got on the path and followed it downs ways, then stepped off of it walking towards the tree. He turned his head to look at me. He smiled and continued to pick apples. On the ground I saw the basket full of apples. I reached down, picked up an apple and I looked it over. I placed it back in the basket and I looked to I AM, “What are the apples for?" He chuckled and stopped, "To eat sweet child." I smiled. He picked up the basket and said "Come! Follow me." I followed him up the path to the new temple. I watched as he carried the basket, it didn’t seem to weigh him down at all. I followed him into the new temple, down the hall to where the doors to heaven where. I noticed as we walked through this time The door that was there was no longer on its hinges. I stopped a moment and checked, there was no evidence that there were even hinges attached tot he doorway. I saw I AM had walked a ways out and so I ran up to meet him. We walked a while on the path that looked like clear glass but was not. We got half way to the city with the mighty wall around it, where the castle was. I AM stepped off the path onto the grass. It was a never ending field of green grass, farther then the eye could see. A ways out he stopped and set the basket down on the ground, he motioned for me to come closer so I did. I AM sat down next to the basket and so did I but on the other side. He took two apples out of the basket and handed one to me. I moved the apple from one hand to the next just looking it over. I AM held up his Apple and looked it over, then took a bite. He pointed to my apple and said with a mouth full and a grin "eat". So we ate the apples together, He didn’t say anything as we ate but  when we were finished he held up his core and said "This apple may look like it has reached the end of its purpose, but it has really only just begun!" He pulled the seeds out and He held them in his hand. "Do you see the potential?" I looked at my apple and then at his seeds. He stood and reached out for my hand to help me up. I took his hand and he helped me stand. Then he took my apple core and took the seeds out. He placed the core on the ground next to his and said "Even without its seeds it is still has purpose.” I looked at the apple cores a bit confused “How does an apple core with no seeds have purpose?” He knelt down and I followed his lead. He pointed at them and said “It will feed other animals and insects. What is left decomposes and feeds the earth, nothing of the apple is wasted.” He stood up and began to walk back towards the path, I watched a moment as a little ant crawled up onto the apple. “Come child!” He stopped and reached out his hand. I stood there and looked at the apple cores a moment before following him. We got on the path and headed towards the great city behind the wall. When we got to the gate I saw two angels standing guard. They bowed and covered themselves with both sets of wings. I was always amazed by this, and as they bowed and covered themselves I smiled at one as we passed by them. We continued through the city to the bridge painted in red that leads to this massive castle in the center of this city. We crossed the bridge and went into the castle. I saw the two staircases one to my left and the other to my right. I saw the big yellow circle on the floor with writing in the middle I could not read. I AM continued forward to the room full of light. Still holding my hand and we walked through. When we got to the other side I saw a massive fountain in the middle of the room. On the edge of the fountain was a silver chalice with writing on it. It said "My Beloved" he took the seeds and placed them in the cup. He then drew water from the fountain and handed me the cup. I looked inside the cup and I saw the seeds sprouting and little leaves appear. I saw small roots spring out and fill the cup. I looked at I AM he was smiling and said "Sometimes you have to separate yourself from who you where, so you can become what you are intended to be. Sometimes at first that moment seems overwhelming and can bring fear of the unknown. Those times can feel overwhelming, and almost like you have come to the end of who you are. But in the midst of all that is going on you find a new hope, a new life. A new purpose. Leaving familiar places and faces can be hard, but what is to come is worth every step forward you take. Child. My son has made you free, he has given you new life. Stay close, grow in beauty and peace." He touched my face and kissed my cheek. “You are right where I want you. I have planted you where you are and I am excited because I know just how deep your roots will grow, and just how beautiful your life will become.”