Monday, October 9, 2017

The Cross 2015

The Cross 2015


I was standing in the main room of castle in heaven. I saw the stairs, to my right and left that lead to the second floor where all the rooms where. I saw the light that lit the room out in front of me. I looked down at my feet, I was barefoot. I wiggled my toes and I knelt down on one knee and touched the floor. I was maybe 17 years old and I was wearing a red robe. I was standing in a big gold sparkling circle in the middle of the room. I saw writing on the floor and I ran my hand over one of the letters etched into the golden circle, I wondered what the words said that where etched there. I then heard someone behind me, I stood up and turned to see the Spirit standing there smiling. He stood just outside the circle and I walked to the edge and said "Something is different" The spirit stepped inside the circle and took my hand, he looked at my eye's and studied them a moment. His eye's where like a clear yet white fire. His hair a brilliant white. You could feel the love rolling off of him. He wore a white hooded robe with the hood pulled up. He said to me "I have something I want to show you." he turned to the room in front of us that was filled with light and we walked through it. When we came through the other side we stepped onto a dirt path. I looked around and saw the sky was dark with clouds and the wind was blowing fiercely. There was no grass, everything around us was dead and dried up. We continued on this dirt path to a hill, thats when the wind died down to a breeze. The Spirit walked with me to the top of the hill and stopped. When we got to the top I fell to my knees at the site before me. I covered my mouth and the tears just began to flow down my face. What I saw could not be explained, the sight beyond human understanding. The spirit helped me to stand because I was shaking so badly.  There before us stood three crosses. The Spirit wand with me half way when I let go of his arm. He stopped as I moved forward. What I saw on that cross didn't even look human. I could hear his labored gurgling breath. The blood steadily pouring from his body down to his feet, then wrapping around the base of the cross to the ground. I stood in front of the puddle of blood on the ground. I noticed even in the blood on the ground there There were chunks of skin. There was blood spattered all around where the cross was. As I tried to move forward shaking uncontrollably I fell to the ground. My knees and hands landed in the pool of blood on the ground. I sat back on my knees and pulled my hands out of his blood and looked at them, I was in shock and I was still shaking. Tears still flowing freely from my eye's I watched as the red blood on my hand hand turned white and glow. I looked my hands over several times in disbelief, but the blood that was red on my hands where white. I stood up slowly, I reached out and placed my right hand on the cross as I stood there. I looked at where his feet where in front of me, just above my head. I slowly reached up and I touched them. I heard Jesus take a labored gurgling breath and then he spoke, and his words went out like thunder. I embraced his feet with my hands and I could feel how cold they were. I took the edge of my sleeve dress and began to wipe them the best I could, even though the blood still streamed from his body. The blood I wiped from his feet turned my robe white, and what ever it touched on me did the same and began to Glow. I heard him whisper my name and I stepped back to look at what I could only guess was his face. He looked at me through the blood and then looked up. he spoke again and everything shook, his voice again like thunder.  It was so loud I covered my ears and fell to the ground. The ground shook and the wind picked up again fiercely as before. I looked up at him and I saw he was no longer breathing. I began panicking and sobbing, yelling frantically out to him. I felt the ground shake and I fell back to the ground. I then saw waves of color wash over the cross and Jesus disappeared. The waves of every color then shot out and washed over everything around it. It was like a continuos wave of colors, washing back and forth like the waves of the ocean. Then I saw the Spirit touched my shoulder and I looked up at him, my face stained with tears. He reached out his hand  towards me and helped me stand. I stood there in shock, Trying to make sense of what I had just seen, but I couldn't. The Spirit began to whisper words I couldn't understand and white light wrapped around us. It grew brighter till the Spirit disappeared. I was now standing in a place filled with white light, I looked around but then I heard my name. I turned to see Him! Jesus glowing as white and bright as I was! He stood there smiling at me. I began to sob and ran to him. He wrapped his arms tight around me, kissing my head and holding me tight. Then looked me in the eyes and said "I did this for...you" He wiped my tears from my cheek and kissed my forehead. He said "I want you to understand what I have done for you, the world cannot take from you....nothing can. You are MY beloved child" He held me tight again until everything faded into the white light. 


Tuesday, October 3, 2017

Starry Night 2015

Starry Night 2015

I was sitting on the edge of a small stone bridge. I was 9 in this encounter and I sat with my feet hanging over the edge with my toes just above the water.  with my feet hanging over the side. My toes just inches above the water. I was wearing a layered pink sundress. I look up at the night sky and saw all the stars, I noticed their image echoed their light on the still water. I sat there listening to the russel of the grass and trees blowing in the breeze. I watched the stars dance off and on the top of the almost still water.  I looked up and saw a shooting star and I heard my name whispered in the breeze. I turned to see I AM making his way over to me. He sat down next to me and he wrapped his arm around me pulling me in close for a hug. He then put his hands in his lap and looked up at the sky, then at me. I couldn't make eye contact with him and so I looked back down at the water. He nudged me and asked "Child where are you?" I searched for an answer to give him, but I wasn't even sure. He put his arm around me, pulled me close again. "Child, please don't pull away." I looked at the water then at him  "You know papa, I have so many questions. I have questions I am afraid to ask anyone. There are things that have happened in my life that I keep pushing down and ignoring. There are a lot of times I feel I can't even talk to you about them, and really, I can't deal with them." With his arm still around me I laid my head on him, I AM looked up at the sky "I know, but even in the darkness there is always light, a glimmer of hope. Each star is a reminder that even in what seem's like the darkest night,  there is still light, still hope." I turned an looked off to the side "Why does it feel so dark right now? Why Is it hard to see those stars sometimes?" He kissed my head "Child, it's not as dark as you think." He put out his hand and I noticed it was closed. "Child, open your hand, I have something for you" so I put out my hand, He placed a small little ball of light in my hand. "What is this?" I asked. I AM kissed my head and said "Hope." The little ball of light grew as big as my hand and I began to glow a soft white, then it disappeared. "Child, You are never alone, even in your darkest moments. I promise you will see the hope I have restored to you. You will see all that was lost restored to you. You will look at me and realize I am that hope you have been desperately searching for." He pulled me into his lap and wrapped his arms around me and hugged me tight. And said "Child, together,  we will get through the night"