The Pit 1-9-15

I was sitting on the ledge of a cliff overlooking a bighole in the ground larger than a quarry. As I sat there it became dark all around me. I was covered in darkness sitting on this ledge. Everything around me was darkness. But behind me I saw a bright light it shown over the top of me. I looked behind me and I saw Jesus standing there. I turn back and looked overthis massive hole in the ground. He came up behind me and asked me, child where are you? I looked downlook down into the hole and felt crushed and lost on the back of me where wings. They had been destroyed to the point of being fragile. Like the outlineof the bones in the wings were all that were left. My white dress was covered in tar in tears fell from my face. Jesus touch the top of my head and said," I know where you're at, I know where you're struggling. But there is light in the darkness and I have not left you. Though everything around you seems impossible and seems out of reach...focus on me."  I scooted closer to the ledge and looked down, there seemed to be no end, no bottom to this pit. Jesus reached his arms around me and pulled me back away from the ledge. He pulled me back onto the grass. I stood and turned to him my wings had crumbled and fallen to the ground. My face stained with tears and my arms, dress and hands covered in black tar. I began to yell and scream at him all my frustrations and hurt. He just stood there and listened. I fell to the ground out of exhaustion and just sobbed. He knelt down and placed his hand on my shoulder and said "I love you" I stopped and said "after all that?? You aren't going to scream back or punish me??" He looked deep into my eyes and said "I.. Love ...you" an angel appeared behind him. It was the completely white angel I saw once before. With eyes like light blue glass. He approached with his wings covering his front. Jesus turned and reached up to the angel and the angel pullback his wings. In angels hands was a small mirror and he handed it to Jesus. Jesus took the mirror and showed it to me. He said "do you remember this? Do you remember what I see? All this around youis what you see, not what I see." He lifted the mirror to show me I looked into the mirror and I saw the face of "I AM" I began to cry and I reached out to touch the mirror. I just swept and wept. Jesus put the mirror down and he reached out to me he said "I just want you to know how much I love you, how clean you are, how free you are." I reached out and I wrap my arms around his neck and I begin to cry. He wrapped his arms around me and stood. he held me in his arms as I wept. He said "you will not do this alone I will always be with you. I am placed people around you who will love you, encourage you and bring you hope. Because child right now you just need to know there's hope." When he was done speaking my dress turned white as snow and began to glow. All the tar that covered my hands my dress and my face was gone. Jesus kiss my head and turned and walked me away from the pit