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Long hall #2 2014

Long Hall I was standing at the end of long hallway. I was 10 years old in this encounter wearing a long white robe. I looked down at my bare feet,  the concrete was so cold under them. I looked down the hall, it was so long I couldn't see the wall at the other end. It was also very dim, you could see rays of light coming from doorways down the hall, which made it at least lit enough to see. I noticed the white paint on the walls where old, dirty and peeling. I noticed the tile that once covered the floor was mostly gone. There where broken pieces all over, they where a robin's eggshell blue and spoke led with white and red. The hall reminded me of an abandoned building. I wasn't sure why I was here but I began to walk down it with my hand on the wall. As I walked my hand brushed paint chips onto the floor, I looked at them briefly and kept walking. When I came to a door I just passed by it and replaced my hand on the wall and walked. I walked a long time before I saw a doo...

The Offer 2014

The offer I was standing in the doorway leading out to the garden in the new temple. I had on a long white robe that stopped just above my bare feet, I was maybe 8 in this encounter. I felt nervous and vulnerable so I took my hands and put them inside the long sleeves of my robe, trying to hide the shame I felt. I looked at my now hidden hands then back out to the garden. I saw at the edge of the stone patio a large bush of daisies, they where closed, not one of them was open. Jesus walked around them gently touching them, as he touched them they slowly opened up and began to glow a soft white light. He picked one of the daisies and looked up at me, "Come child." He had a smile and seemed peaceful. I felt chaotic inside, I felt shame beyond words. I looked around then down at my covered hands and slowly walked over to him. Jesus said in a soft voice, "I am so glad you are here." I felt embarrassed and looked down at my feet, I didn't say a word to him. All I cou...

Words that fell off 03-2014

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Words I walked into my bedroom and turned off the light. I am 34 years old in this encounter. The room was barely lit by the light of the moon outside. I opened the top drawer of my dresser and searched for a tea light candle and my lighter. I put both my hands on the top of my dresser and lowered my head and let out a big sigh. I was shaking from feeling overwhelmed with stress and guilt. I wanted so bad to believe all these words I was told I was, good, clean, innocent, righteous, victorious, Beloved....the list went on and on. What I was saying and what I believed where in such conflict it was taking a toll on my body. I saw stands of my hair fall onto the dresser, the stress was making it fall out in handfuls. A tear of shame and frustration ran down my cheek and I looked up at the white board on the wall. I had started writing 5 positive words down for every negative one I thought....this in itself became a draining and endless task. I pulled out the candle and the lighter and shu...

Forgiving unforgiveness 02-2014

Forgiving the Unforgiveness I found myself in the back of the old temple, I had on a long white robe and my feet where bare. I stood in the dim lit area for a moment, in my hands was a small red box that I held tightly to my chest. I walked over to the edge of the maroon rug and looked down at it, I took a step back from it and saw there was a few feet between the maroon rug and the columns. I looked up at the alter and watched the white flam dance and move, in that moment I felt deep sadness and was struggling with just feeling "okay." I made my way around to the side of the rug and walked to the front between the columns and the maroon rug. When I got to the second to last column I sat down, I drew my knees to my chest and held the little red box so tight to my chest my hands hurt. I saw Jesus appear next to the ark, the white flame was surrounding him as well as the top of the ark. He began to walk down the steps and the flame remained on him but separated from the ark. Wh...

Peaceful

Peaceful I found myself standing in the back of the old temple in the dim light. I had my arms crossed because I felt vulnerable standing there. I was 12 years old in this encounter, wearing a long white robe. I looked down at my bare feet then to the ark out in front of me. As I stood there I felt like the whole world knew what was going inside me, every thought, emotion, the total chaos. I watched the flame dace above the ark, too afraid to go forward. I turned back to look at the door leading outside to where those in blue robes stood. I saw the angel's that follow me standing there, one on each side. I looked to the angel on my left, but I said nothing. He looked at me and knelt down on one knee, "Child of light, what is wrong?" I wanted to look down at the floor but it was difficult to pull my glacé from his eye's, you could see and sense the life in them. There was so much peace and joy, something I was craving, needing. I swallowed hard, "I'm just nerv...

White Angel 2014

White Angel I was sitting on my bed in my room looking at letters and pictures my kids had made for me. As I looked them over I became overwhelmed with sadness. I touched a picture with my finger tips, running them over their faces, wanting nothing more then to hold them. I hear a nosiness and looked up, placing the picture back down on the bed. I became surrounded by a cream colored cloud, when I stood up I realized I was now standing in a large cream colored room. I saw on the far side the Spirit, He smiled at me but did not move. Then I heard a low deep growl come from behind me. I turned to see a man standing there, his hair was white as snow, his eyes where all black and darker then night. I noticed his hands where like smoke. They kept the shape of a hand but yet moved around like smoke. I took a step back from him and felt really uncomfortable in his presence. The man looked me up and down as he walked around me, when he stood before me he whispered, "Child. Of. Light....

Confronted

God Encounter 2014 Confronted  I was 12 years old in this encounter and I was wearing a long white robe that stopped just above my bare feet. I looked around the room and saw the walls where a dark navy blue color. I walked up to the far wall and put my hands on it, I followed it to the next room the turned around. I wondered why the room was so empty. I turned back to the wall and touched it, it looked to be made of plaster, it had decorative swirls through out. I then heard noise behind me and turned around. The two angels that have followed me many times before walked towards me. I noticed this time they where glowing bright white. They were so bright it made the room appear dim. Their hands on the handle of the swords strapped to their waists. They got close and smiled at me "Child of light, greetings." I looked to each and then asked "what are we doing here?" Before the angels could answer I heard my called out, the sound of the voice was chilling. I saw behind...