God Encounters

My Flowers  In this encounter I am 10 years old. I wearing a white embroidered dress that stopped just above my knees. The embroidered pattern on the dress was little flowers. They lined the bottom hem of the dress. I felt the warmth of the floor as I looked down at my bare feet and wiggled my toes. I looked around it was hard to see too far out from the table that was before me. It was a white rectangles table about waist high. The light in the room was from the four candles surrounding a silver plate in the middle. On the plate was bread and a wine glass half full of wine. I stood there, just feet from the table, and watched the candlelight as it danced and moved. I saw Jesus appear on my left and slowly walked over to the table. He placed both hands on the table and began to speak softly in a language I did not know. He closed his eye's and looked up, still speaking softly. He stopped and stepped back from the table. I then saw a small light wrap around the plate and cup. It slo...

Love Letter I am in the new temple. I am 7 in this encounter and wearing loose fitting long white dress. The sleeves on the dress were short and I was barefoot. I look around and see that I am standing at the doorway between the old temple and the new. In front of me to the right is the 3 thrones. Just to my left is the hall that leads down to the garden and the massive door at the other end of the hall. In front of me to the left of the three thrones is the door way that leads to the winding stair case that takes me to the fountain.  I see The Spirit of God standing in front of me.  He reaches out his hand and smiles. So I take his hand and he leads me through the door and down the winding staircase. He stopped at the fountain that was still covered with vines and white flowers. The Spirit says "precious child....wait here." I watched him walk over to a doorway covered by a thick red curtain. He stopped in front of it and raised his arms. I saw the curtain was separated in t...

Identity  I was standing in the new part of the temple. I was 7 years old in this encounter. I was wearing a white robe with no shoes. Where I was standing I could see the three thrones that where out in front of me to my right. On my left was the hallway where the door to the garden was. I looked around the massive room for a moment then turned to my left and walked slowly down the hall. I put out my right hand out and walked slowly with my hand on the wall. I felt the cool uneven texture to the wall and when I came to the doorway that leads out to the garden I stopped in the doorway. I stood there looking out over the garden and its beauty. I sighed and stepped out onto the patio. I leaned up against the stone wall and slid down pulling my knees to my chest. As I sat there I watched the birds fly over the trees. Then something caught my eye, it was a daisy bush about 20 feet from me. I sat and just watched the daisy bush move with the breeze. The flowers glowed with a white light...

Off the Path I was standing on the maroon rug in front of the bottom step. I looked down at my bare feet and wiggled them a bit. I was 12 years old in this encounter, I was wearing a white short sleeved shirt and blue jeans. I noticed they where rolled up just above my ankles. I scrunched my face trying to understand why they where like that. Then I felt my spirit stir inside me and i looked at that first bottom step. I took a deep breath and slowly made my way up to the ark. When I got to the top I watched the white/clear flame dance and move like it was breathing all at once. I began to study the wings of the ark when the flame reached out and wrapped around me. I could feel my breath going in and out, but the sensation was the flame was breathing for me. I felt peace wash through me. I then stepped forward and touched the wings, I felt warmth flow through me. I felt consumed by God's presence in a way I never had before. I then heard a sound and looked to my left, through the fl...

Stay Down I was standing in the back of the old temple where the light was dim. I stood close to the doorway that lead outside where all those in blue robes sing. I was wearing a white robe that stopped just above my bare feet, i was 7 in this encounter. The light from the ark up front was all that lite this massive room. I watched the flame above the arc dance and move, often it looked like it was breathing in and out as it danced. I made my way to the front slowly, but before i made it to the maroon rug I saw a massive white angel appear before me. He was at least 20 ft tall or more. I saw he was beautiful, his glow was a bright white light. I saw glimpses of color in the light as he moved. Then I saw his hands, the where like black smoke. The moved and danced, like it was unable to maintain the form of a hand. I realized i had seen him before, he was the accuser. The accuser stepped in front of me and crossed his arms, "Where do you think your going child of light?" I look...

Mighty Door I was standing in the back of the old temple, I am eleven years old in this encounter wearing a white sundress that went down to my knees. I slowly began to walk out of the dimly lit area towards the maroon rug. I could feel the stone floor under my feet, it was cool but not cold. I walked out onto the rug without hesitation and made my way towards the ark. I felt safe and loved here, even though I have had my times of doubt, this was one place I knew I could come to and know I was accepted. I got to the bottom of the steps and watched the bright clear/white flame dance over the top. The light never went out, it was always there. I then seen an angel appear beside the ark. Her head slightly lowered, she then looked up at me "Come child of light, He calls you." I looked at the ark and asked "Where is he?" The angel said "He is where all things are new." I looked at her funny "Where all things are new?" The Angel replied "Yes, he i...

Moon Lit Water I was sitting by the water watching the sun slowly set. I watched the almost still water reflected the colors back to the sky. I closed my eye's and listened to the rustling of leaves on the tree's, it was faint but still beautiful. I opened my eye's and I watched a yellow butterfly dance in the light breeze as it made its way to a small flower by the water. I was in such a peaceful place, though I didn't feel that same peace with in me. I was wearing a white sun dress that went down to my knees. It was embroidered with flowers all along the bottom, I was 12 years old in this encounter. I was barefoot and could feel the grass and dirt beneath my feet. I felt so distant and sad inside, so I drew my knee's to my chest. I felt vulnerable there even though no one was around. A tear rolled down my cheek and the pain and sorrow flooded me. I tried to push it off but I couldn't. Thoughts and memories flooded my mind and I tried to focus on the beauty bef...

Long Hall I was standing at the end of long hallway. I was 10 years old in this encounter wearing a long white robe. I looked down at my bare feet,  the concrete was so cold under them. I looked down the hall, it was so long I couldn't see the wall at the other end. It was also very dim, you could see rays of light coming from doorways down the hall, which made it at least lit enough to see. I noticed the white paint on the walls where old, dirty and peeling. I noticed the tile that once covered the floor was mostly gone. There where broken pieces all over, they where a robin's eggshell blue and spoke led with white and red. The hall reminded me of an abandoned building. I wasn't sure why I was here but I began to walk down it with my hand on the wall. As I walked my hand brushed paint chips onto the floor, I looked at them briefly and kept walking. When I came to a door I just passed by it and replaced my hand on the wall and walked. I walked a long time before I saw a doo...

The offer I was standing in the doorway leading out to the garden in the new temple. I had on a long white robe that stopped just above my bare feet, I was maybe 8 in this encounter. I felt nervous and vulnerable so I took my hands and put them inside the long sleeves of my robe, trying to hide the shame I felt. I looked at my now hidden hands then back out to the garden. I saw at the edge of the stone patio a large bush of daisies, they where closed, not one of them was open. Jesus walked around them gently touching them, as he touched them they slowly opened up and began to glow a soft white light. He picked one of the daisies and looked up at me, "Come child." He had a smile and seemed peaceful. I felt chaotic inside, I felt shame beyond words. I looked around then down at my covered hands and slowly walked over to him. Jesus said in a soft voice, "I am so glad you are here." I felt embarrassed and looked down at my feet, I didn't say a word to him. All I cou...

Words I walked into my bedroom and turned off the light. I am 34 years old in this encounter. The room was barely lit by the light of the moon outside. I opened the top drawer of my dresser and searched for a tea light candle and my lighter. I put both my hands on the top of my dresser and lowered my head and let out a big sigh. I was shaking from feeling overwhelmed with stress and guilt. I wanted so bad to believe all these words I was told I was, good, clean, innocent, righteous, victorious, Beloved....the list went on and on. What I was saying and what I believed where in such conflict it was taking a toll on my body. I saw stands of my hair fall onto the dresser, the stress was making it fall out in handfuls. A tear of shame and frustration ran down my cheek and I looked up at the white board on the wall. I had started writing 5 positive words down for every negative one I thought....this in itself became a draining and endless task. I pulled out the candle and the lighter and shu...

Forgiving the Unforgiveness I found myself in the back of the old temple, I had on a long white robe and my feet where bare. I stood in the dim lit area for a moment, in my hands was a small red box that I held tightly to my chest. I walked over to the edge of the maroon rug and looked down at it, I took a step back from it and saw there was a few feet between the maroon rug and the columns. I looked up at the alter and watched the white flam dance and move, in that moment I felt deep sadness and was struggling with just feeling "okay." I made my way around to the side of the rug and walked to the front between the columns and the maroon rug. When I got to the second to last column I sat down, I drew my knees to my chest and held the little red box so tight to my chest my hands hurt. I saw Jesus appear next to the ark, the white flame was surrounding him as well as the top of the ark. He began to walk down the steps and the flame remained on him but separated from the ark. Wh...

Peaceful I found myself standing in the back of the old temple in the dim light. I had my arms crossed because I felt vulnerable standing there. I was 12 years old in this encounter, wearing a long white robe. I looked down at my bare feet then to the ark out in front of me. As I stood there I felt like the whole world knew what was going inside me, every thought, emotion, the total chaos. I watched the flame dace above the ark, too afraid to go forward. I turned back to look at the door leading outside to where those in blue robes stood. I saw the angel's that follow me standing there, one on each side. I looked to the angel on my left, but I said nothing. He looked at me and knelt down on one knee, "Child of light, what is wrong?" I wanted to look down at the floor but it was difficult to pull my glacé from his eye's, you could see and sense the life in them. There was so much peace and joy, something I was craving, needing. I swallowed hard, "I'm just nerv...

White Angel I was sitting on my bed in my room looking at letters and pictures my kids had made for me. As I looked them over I became overwhelmed with sadness. I touched a picture with my finger tips, running them over their faces, wanting nothing more then to hold them. I hear a nosiness and looked up, placing the picture back down on the bed. I became surrounded by a cream colored cloud, when I stood up I realized I was now standing in a large cream colored room. I saw on the far side the Spirit, He smiled at me but did not move. Then I heard a low deep growl come from behind me. I turned to see a man standing there, his hair was white as snow, his eyes where all black and darker then night. I noticed his hands where like smoke. They kept the shape of a hand but yet moved around like smoke. I took a step back from him and felt really uncomfortable in his presence. The man looked me up and down as he walked around me, when he stood before me he whispered, "Child. Of. Light....

God Encounter 2014 Confronted  I was 12 years old in this encounter and I was wearing a long white robe that stopped just above my bare feet. I looked around the room and saw the walls where a dark navy blue color. I walked up to the far wall and put my hands on it, I followed it to the next room the turned around. I wondered why the room was so empty. I turned back to the wall and touched it, it looked to be made of plaster, it had decorative swirls through out. I then heard noise behind me and turned around. The two angels that have followed me many times before walked towards me. I noticed this time they where glowing bright white. They were so bright it made the room appear dim. Their hands on the handle of the swords strapped to their waists. They got close and smiled at me "Child of light, greetings." I looked to each and then asked "what are we doing here?" Before the angels could answer I heard my called out, the sound of the voice was chilling. I saw behind...

God Encounter 2014 Another World I was sleeping in my bed when I felt a hand touch my arm, then I heard him whisper my name. I opened my eyes the room was dark except for where he stood. He was glowing with white light. He smiled at me and said "Child, come with me I want to teach you something." I sat up in my bed and the spirit began to walk towards my bedroom door. "Where are we going?" I asked. He said gently "come and see." So I got up and walked to the door where he was. When I looked back at the bed I saw my body was still laying there, I was confused and I looked down at myself the to the Spirit. "What happened?" He opened the door and said "Follow me." I followed him through the door. When we walked through the door we ended up in a different country. I was barefoot and could feel the hot dirt beneath my feet. The people here walked right past us as if they could not see us. Their skin was dark and their clothes where tattered ...

Sword and Shield I found myself standing in the back of the old temple in the dim light, and I watched the whited flame dancing on the ark. I was 16 in this encounter and I was wearing a long elegant dress. The dress went past my bare feet and touched the ground. The back of the dress dragged on the floor behind me. My dress was white with small purple flowers attacked to a vine all along the bottom of the dress. Around my waste was a thin purple sash, the neckline came down a little farther then the one I wear as a small child. It was perfect for the necklace I was wearing, it had two daisies on it and my guess was it was white gold. I reached up and rubbed the necklace with two fingers remembering the love I felt from I AM. I slowly began to walk to the maroon rug when I got there I stood up straight and tall, remembering the confidence I drew from this place. I didn't just put the tips of my toes on to the carpet, but I took a step, knowing I was safe here. As I began to walk I ...

Woven in Love I was standing in low cut, lush green grass. I was 7 years old in this encounter and wearing a sundress with a small yellow sash that was woven into the waist of the dress. I saw a small group of kids running around and playing tag with I AM. I watched for a while as they laughed and he would sweep them up to kiss and hug them. When he saw me he came running over to me. He said with a big smile on his face "I absolutely love it!" I watched the kids still playing and asked "Where did all the kids come from?" He said "They are mine, everyone of them." I thought, that didn't really answer my question. He turned to watch them a few min more. I slowly reached out and took his hand while he watched and brought it to my face. When he turned to look at me I pulled away, I looked at the ground and apologized over and over. He knelt down to meet my eye's and said in a whisper "Shh...it's okay, you don't need to be afraid of me....

Blue Wall I was eight in this encounter wearing a long white robe. I found myself standing in front of a very old, paint pealing, light blue wall. I put my hand out and touched the wall, resting my hand over the pealing paint. I began to inspect the wall, looking it up and down, taking note of all its blemishes. I saw a hand placed next to mine. I turned and saw I AM. His hand was so close to mine they where touching. He whispered my name then asked "What is wrong child?" I turned my face back to the wall then down at the floor, "I don't want to talk about it, not with you." A tear fell from my eye to the dirty cement floor below. He lifted his hand off the wall and placed it over mine. "I know your thoughts, so why not speak them?" I closed my eye's I felt anger begin to rise, But I pushed it back down. I took a deep breath and said "So listen to those then." I pulled away from the wall, turned around and slide down to the floor. I pulle...

Life Song I found myself standing before the two great doors leading to the new temple. I was wearing a long white robe that went do to just above my bare feet, and I was 10 in this encounter. I saw the angels bowed and covering themselves, I felt silly that they did that for me, even a bit unworthy. I saw a red line cross the door from one side to the other. I heard the click of the lock and the two doors open. I walked through the doorway and stood just inside the new part of the temple that looks like a castle. The doors shut and locked behind me. I didn't look back to see if they where closed, I just knew they where. I saw the spirit standing in the hallway to the right of the thrones. He turned and walked away, so I followed him. I got down the hall to the open area where the fountain was and I saw the Spirit mention for me to come to the curved staircase. I walked over to where he was and he disappeared. I was now standing at the top of the curved staircase looking down at th...

The Silent Demon I found myself standing in a dark basement, I looked down at my clothes and I saw the white in my robe was tinged with a bit of grey. I was 17 in this encounter and was still barefoot though I was not in the temple or the castle part. I couldn't understand why I was here. I walked around and tried to make out what was in the room. I noticed this basement like room was full of people I didn't know. Some where standing and many where sitting on a few couches. The strange thing is no one said a word. I tried to speak several times to the people there but my tongue was tied and I couldn't say anything. I made my way to the wall in search of a light switch but when I found the spot the switch was gone. So I moved around the room looking for a switch. Soon I noticed someone following me. He began to ask "What are you doing? Why aren't you sitting? Go sit back down!" I looked at him funny, I could barely see his face though in the dark. Then I saw hi...

Two Cups, One Love I was sitting on my bed when I look up and see a shadow figure before me. I just looked at him, not saying anything to the figure. He was just the a dark shifting shadow always changing form. He had no eyes or details to his figure, just darkness.  I knew it was a demon. He began throwing lies at me, ones I had believed for a long time. I tried to ignore him but he wouldn't go away. I got up with my arms crossed I walked past him. That's when he Whispered "HE doesn't want you, HE doesn't love you, It's a lie." I turned and looked at the demon, he then said in a low calm voice "If he did, where is he? Where is he in your darkness? I don't see him defending his position, HE is lying to you." I turned all the way around and stood before this dark shifting shadow and fear, sorrow, and hopelessness took over. Tears slowly fell down my cheeks. HE said, "See, HE has left you ALONE!"  I closed my eye's trying to shut ...

New Place  I was standing in the back of the temple, where the light from one the ark barely touched beyond the maroon rug. I was wearing a long white robe threat net down to just above my feet. I looked around and I could see where the light barely touched some of the columns just beyond the maroon rung throughout the temple room. I looked up at the angel to my left, he smiled at me and then faced forward. I took a few steps forward and I heard a noise behind me. I turned around to see the two angels cover their feel with their wings. I walked over to the angel and asked "Why are you doing that? Why do you cover your feet with your wings?" The angel smiled and said to me "This is holy ground, your father draws near.....go to him." I turned and made my way to the edge of the maroon rug that leads to the ark. I put the tips of my toes on the soft rug and wiggled them, enjoying the feel of comfort and safety it brought to me. I looked up and saw that I AM was now sitt...