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Crumbled fountain 12-10-13

God Encounter 2013 Jump In this encounter I ma 10 years old and I am wearing a long white summer dress with no sleeves. It was a really light material and had white embroidered flowers throughout it. The dress stopped at my ankles, I looked down at my bare feet and wiggled my toes. I felt the mix of the lush grass and dirt beneath my feet. The lush green grass came just below my waist and was decorated with wild flowers. There was a cool breeze that blew over the field and made the grass bow and dace with every movement it made. I looked out in front of me and saw the Spirit standing just a few feet away. His eye's of clear/white fire danced with excitement. He motioned to me and said "Come, come child! Follow me!" I jogged over to him and we walked for a while through the field. We talked about good memories and fears I had. After walking a while we came to a cliff. I looked down at the valley beautiful valley below. The Spirit looked at me and said "Come with me....

Jump 12-08-13

God Encounter 2013 Jump In this encounter I ma 10 years old and I am wearing a long white summer dress with no sleeves. It was a really light material and had white embroidered flowers throughout it. The dress stopped at my ankles, I looked down at my bare feet and wiggled my toes. I felt the mix of the lush grass and dirt beneath my feet. The lush green grass came just below my waist and was decorated with wild flowers. There was a cool breeze that blew over the field and made the grass bow and dace with every movement it made. I looked out in front of me and saw the Spirit standing just a few feet away. His eye's of clear/white fire danced with excitement. He motioned to me and said "Come, come child! Follow me!" I jogged over to him and we walked for a while through the field. We talked about good memories and fears I had. After walking a while we came to a cliff. I looked down at the valley beautiful valley below. The Spirit looked at me and said "Come with me....

New creation 12-5-13

New Creation I was standing in the back of the temple I was 7 years old in this encounter. I was wearing a white robe that stopped just above my bare feet. I was leaned up against the column at the edge of the maroon rug. The whole place seemed to be lit by this soft white glow. The two angels that flowed me where at the bottom of the steps, one on each side. I saw that their bottom set of wings covered their feet. The top set looked like they where where at rest. I noticed the ark was gone. In it's place was what looked like a marble ring in the spot where the ark was. It was about a foot tall. I couldn't see much more then that from where I stood. I AM was standing next to the ring. He smiled at me and walked down the steps and he walked over to me. He said "You have been talking to me about baptism, right?" I pulled away from the column and nodded yes. He moved to where he was standing next to me. I AM put his arm around my shoulders and pulled me close. He kissed ...

So many Faces 12-6-13

So Many Faces I was sitting on my bed in the dark working on my computer. I was 33 years old in this encounter. I had on Blue jeans and a maroon shirt. I was barefoot and had the sides of my hair pulled back. I saw my phone light up, so II looked down and picked it up. The screen said "Come and see." I thought for a second that it was odd that no name or number appeared with the message. I then seen my bedroom door open. I put my computer down on the bed and looked out into the hallway. I looked at the message on my phone again and put it in my pocket. I noticed that it was not the hallway in my house. I saw an angel appear down this new hallway, one I had not met yet. The angel was about 15ft tall. She was beautiful, her clothes made of golden light. It also looked like small twinkling stars all over her robe made of light. Her wings were different then the other angels wings too. They where like rays of sunlight that came together to make up her two sets of wings. Her hair ...

Hold on 12-5-13

Jump In this encounter I ma 10 years old and I am wearing a long white summer dress with no sleeves. It was a really light material and had white embroidered flowers throughout it. The dress stopped at my ankles, I looked down at my bare feet and wiggled my toes. I felt the mix of the lush grass and dirt beneath my feet. The lush green grass came just below my waist and was decorated with wild flowers. There was a cool breeze that blew over the field and made the grass bow and dace with every movement it made. I looked out in front of me and saw the Spirit standing just a few feet away. His eye's of clear/white fire danced with excitement. He motioned to me and said "Come, come child! Follow me!" I jogged over to him and we walked for a while through the field. We talked about good memories and fears I had. After walking a while we came to a cliff. I looked down at the valley beautiful valley below. The Spirit looked at me and said "Come with me." He began walki...

The Garden

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The Garden I was standing in the back of the temple by the big doors that took you out in front of the temple. I was wearing a long white robe that stopped just above my bare feet. The sides of my hair pulled back with one loose curl having down next to my face. I was 7 in this encounter. I looked around the temple, it was still only lit up by the light over the ark. Where I was the light had become dim and I was standing in the shadows. I saw I AM walking towards me. He reached out his hand and smiled "Come child, come and see." I took his hand and he touched the doors that lead outside where all the people in blue robes stood singing. But when the door opened there were no people, instead it was a small hallway. The walls covered in Ivy and small white flowers with a stripe of red in the middle. Before me a few steps into the hallway was a arched doorway. The door was made of old wooden planks and had huge metal hinges. It had a big metal ring instead of a handle to pull th...

Safe place 12-08-13

God Encounter 2013 Safe Place I was standing outside the temple on the white dirt road leading the the temple steps. I didn't know why I was there, but, I was just standing there.  I was 12 years old in this encounter. I looked down at my once white dress and became frustrated. My hair was a mess with tangles and dirt. I looked to the temple and focused on the door. Going back? Again like this? What will he say? I thought and shook my head. I saw the two angels that guard me standing one on each side of the door. I looked behind me and I saw that there was nothing back there. I saw where the white dirt road turned to brown and the lush green grass on both sides where dried up mud. I knew I couldn't go back that way but to face Him like this? I sighed and looked down at my feet. I wiggled my toes and thought of the maroon rug and how it felt under my feet. I looked back up to temple and made my way to the steps. I looked up the steps and slowly began to climb them. When I got to...

Great reward 12-05-13

Great Reward I am 7 years old in this encounter and I am wearing a long white robe that stops just above my feet. I was sitting on a cloud high above the temple. I looked down and saw the mass of people worshiping outside in blue robes. They all sang their own song but it sounded like one. The sound of it washed in and out like waves. There where so many I could never begin to count them. Next to me on the cloud sat the Spirit and an angel. My feet dangled over the edge of the cloud as I looked down at everything. I Then turned to the Spirit and asked "Why am I up here?" He looked into my eye's and smiled. His eyes where a clear white flame and his gaze had so much love and passion in them. My spirit inside me began to dance as he spoke to me "I am going to show you something. You think your life is worthless..." He looks down and points to the people "What do you see child?" I raised my eyebrow and said with a bit of sarcasm "A lot of people....

Long hall 12-4-13

God Encounter 2013 Long Hall  I was in a long white hallway with doors that lined the wall on both sides. I felt weak, sad and disoriented. It looked like I was in an old abandoned hospital. The white walls where dirty and the paint was peeling off. There where even small piles of it on the floor lining the hall. I saw the ceiling was giving way in some spots as well, barely hanging on to the position it should be. I was wearing a hospital gown and robe. I was barefoot and could feel the cold floor under m y feet. I placed my hand on the wall and slowly walked forward. When I came to a doorway I lifted my hand and put it on the next one. I saw in these rooms an so many different things. I saw old hospital beds with and with out mattresses and equipment and trash scattered all around. I kept walking. I came to a room with 4 hospital beds in it. The paint on the beds was a worn dirty white and was peeling from its frame. I became dizzy and extremely weak. I began to feel sick and col...

Dark room 12-01-13

Dark Room I was sitting in a dark room in a wooden chair. I was 10 in this encounter and I was wearing a white dress that had short sleeves and went to my knees. I looked to my right and saw a door with light coming from behind it. The light that made its way through the cracks and crevices seemed like the son in comparison to the darkness of the room. I took a deep breath and let it out slowly. I was feeling the weight of the darkness that surrounded me. It came over me like a wave and I felt like I was drowning in a sea of sorrow. I looked down at the floor in front of me, traces of light that made its way through the door softly lit of the floor. I reached down to touch it. The light felt warm and refreshing. I sat back in the chair, the part of my hand that touched the light was glowing a soft yellow. I looked at it for a moment and when I went to touch it with the other hand the weight of the darkness became so heavy I could hardly breathe. I watched as the darkness slowly took ov...

Wrapped in light 11-24-13

Wrapped in Light I was 7 years old in this encounter. I had on a long white robe the went down to the tops of my bare feet. The sides of my hair where tied back in a ponytail and my hair was just past my shoulders. I noticed the temple had changed a bit in this encounter, the yellow glow was gone and the only light came from the ark.  The light that came off of it was bright white. But the farther from the ark where the light did not touch was dark. The room is so large you cannot see any other wall but the one with the door on it. I was standing at the edge of the maroon rug that lead up to the ark. I was barefoot and my toes almost touched the edge. Where I was standing the light from the ark barely touched. I took my eyes off the ark and looked at my feet. I wiggled my toes and pondering things. I then felt this weight of sadness settle on me and I began to cry. I turned from the rug and walked to a dark corner by the door leading into the temple. I saw a black blanket there as ...

Let Go 11-20-13

Let Go I was standing in a white room, everything was white and made of light. Before me was a round table the top and chairs where also white. I was 7 years old in this encounter and I was wearing a white dress that went down to just past my knees. The edge of the dress was embroidered with daisies and a green vine that attached them together around the bottom hem of the dress. Even though I was barefoot the ground I stood on was warm. The white light that glowed on the floor gently surrounded my feet. I saw I AM sitting at the table, he noticed me and motioned for me to sit with him. He was wearing a white robe that was made of white light. It also appeared like his skin also had a faint glow to it. I AM's face was filled with love but concern. I slowly walked over and sat down, I felt nervous abut being there. I sat down looking at the table not at him. I felt ashamed inside so I felt like I could not look at him. I tapped my finger on the table not saying anything to him. I AM ...

Strength to stand 11-26-13

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Strength to Stand I was standing in the back of the temple on the edge of the maroon rug that lead up to the Ark. I stood there a moment watching the white flame above it move and dance. I heard someone behind me "Child of light" I turned and saw the two angels that guard me standing one on each side of the door to the outside. In the middle was a grand and mighty angel. He glowed yellow. His armor looked a lot like Roman armor would only it was made of yellow light. His hair was golden with hints of brown as it moved like a soft breeze was blowing on him. He had a sword the top was sheathed but the bottom glowed with yellow and red flames. Though the flames where colored they where also transparent. The flames on the sword appeared to touch the side of the angel once in a while but it did not burn him. He had a different feel to him then the other two angels. The ones that guard me glow white and have two sets of wings and eyes that look like blue glass. The feeling I get wi...

Dance with me 11-29-13

Dance with Me  I was standing in the back of the temple with the two large Angels that guard me. I was 7 years old in this encounter. I had on a short sleeved white dress That went just below my knees. It had a yellow sash that went around my waist. My hair was down and reached the middle part of my back. I looked around the angel to my left and said "This is my favorite place in the world." The angel knelt down to meet my eye's and he said "I am so glad you like it here child of light." I stood there a moment in front off this angel and studied him for a moment. His clothes fascinated me because they looked like they where made of pure light and his hair glowed white and moved as if there was a small breeze. I looked into this angels eyes, they where like blue glass. You could feel the innocence and love in them. I bit my lip and with a shaky hand I reached out to touch the Angels face. I don't know why but i was nervous to do it but I wanted to touch him. ...

Foot of the Cross 11-28-13

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The Foot of the Cross I was in the back of the temple and I noticed things where different. The only light came from the platform. The white light came out to the edge of the rug in the back where I stood, but the rest of the temple was dark. I was the three thrones on the platform and the light that floated back and forth across the platform. I moved and danced like a flame, but it was white and a bit see through. It was beautiful to watch. Where I stood was dark and it was a bit hard to see the angels in the back next to me. I was 7 years old in this encounter and wearing a red robe. It was tattered and worn. It was covered in dirt and there where holes throughout it. It came down just past my knees.  I began to feel pain all over my body. I saw cuts and bruises appear all over my arms and legs. I was in so much pain at that point I could barely move. I tried to walk towards the maroon rug but it was too painful. I sat down near the edge of the rug and looked at my feet, there wh...

Lion dream 11-26-13

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Lion Dream I was standing in the back of the temple with the two large angels that follow me. I looked up at the one on my right just studying him for a moment. They where so beautiful, their cloths looked as if they were made of light and their hair was also like withe light and moved as if being blown by a gentle breeze. He stood there scanning the room always with one hand on his sword. I looked to the angel on the other side of me and he looked the same. He was also scanning the room with his hand on his sword. Both angels had two sets of wings that they often used to cover themselves with completely. I was 7 years old in this encounter wearing a long white robe that went down past my feet and was dragging on the floor, almost as if it where much too big for me to wear. The collar of this robe was in the shape of a "V" and had gold lining on it. The sleeves where long and widened out at the ends. When I put my arms at my sides the sleeves went past my hands covering them....

Red rose 11-24-13

Red Rose I was standing in the back of the temple by the doors. I was 7 years old in this encounter and I was wearing a long white robe that stopped just above my bare feet. I looked to my left and I saw Jesus. He was looking to the front where the Ark usually sits. I looked at his hand and I saw a whole in the middle of it. It wasn't bleeding but you could see through it. I was nervous as I slowly reached out and held on to his pinky. He looked down at me and smiled. He knelt down so we were face to face. His face was filled with light but this time I could make out the features in his face. His eye's were like glass with a tinge of light blue. There were so many good emotions that swept over me as I looked into his eye's. Jesus reached out with is left hand and embraced the side of my face with it. I reached up with both hands and held his hand closer to my face. I closed my eye's and just got lost in that moment. He then said "Sweet child, you don't need to ...

Dancing for joy 11-24-13

God Encounter 2013 Dancing for Joy I found myself standing in the middle of a room with a black thick curtain surrounding me in the shape of a square. It was dark in this little area. In this encounter I am 7 years old, I am wearing a white short sleeved dress with a yellow sash around my waist. My hair was long past my shoulders to the middle of my back. The sides where pulled back and I had little loose stands that where curled on each side of my face. I bent down and touched the floor, I recognized what looked like marble floor, I was in the temple.  I walked around in this square shaped area looking for a break in the curtain so I get out, but I could not find one. The curtain was so heavy it barely moved when I touched it. I became a bit scared and frustrated and began calling out for help, but the curtains where so dense it absorbed the sound. I began to panic and ran around this area trying desperately to get free from it. I heard a long loud horn blow, the sound was so loud...

Lost Sheep 11-22-13

Lost Sheep I was seven years old in this encounter, I had on a long white robe the stopped just above my bare feet. I was standing by the temple doors when I heard the faint sounds of voices on the other side. One each side of me stood the angels that protect me. I looked up at the one on my left, he smiled and nodded as if to say it was okay to go through the door. I looked at this massive door and thought "How will I ever open this." I looked to the angel and said "How can I open this? It seems so much bigger then I am and I certainly couldn't open it alone." The angel knelt down on one knee so he was face to face with me. The light that came from him was so filled with love and warmth. He said "You are a child of light, you are the kings chosen child. When you first came through these doors who was it that opened them?" I thought for a moment and said "I came in here with Jesus, he didn't push the door or anything he just touched it with hi...

On my hand 11-18-13

On My Hand I was in the temple I could see the platform where the Ark of God sits. The three thrones where gone and the Ark was now standing back in it's place. I am 7 years old in this encounter wearing a white short sleeved dress that went just below my knee's. It had little purple and white daisies embroidered all along the bottom edge of the dress. I was barefoot, I don't know why I am always barefoot but I looked down at my toes enjoying the freedom to wiggle my toes with out them being confined. In the temple there is only light, the bright almost blinding light from the white flames that danced just above the center of the ark and the soft yellow glow that seemed to radiate from the white light. There are no shadows anywhere in the temple, not even my own. I looked around this massive and seemingly endless room. I walked over ego the far back column just before the maroon rug and sat down. I leaned up against it looking up, I could not see the ceiling either it seeme...